Never PROMISE anything

I learn today that if you can't keep your promise, then do not promise.

She suddenly SMS me and ask me why didn't I get back to her as I promise regarding the question on school work. From the SMS i misinterpreted that she understood that part and me getting back to her was not necessary. But little did I know actually I was wrong in the understanding part. Therefore sometime i feel I shouldn't say so much. I should just keep my mouth shut. This might be a better way out at times. ='(

I am sorry for making you upset and I sincerely apologize. I didn't mean it. But well a wounded heart can never fully heal. Same as a broken glass or mirror will never be the same again. ='(

Sadness

My eyes are filled with tears. I dunno why but I do know that when she ignore me, I will feel lonely and sad. Maybe this is the way to tell me that I should never think about having a relationship. Maybe singlehood suits me best. =(

As I am typing this, I really dunno what should I do. I feel like giving up but I dunno if this is the right choice. God help me please =(

25th March 2015H

It dwells on me that everyone has a dream to fulfill. Therefore one should be happen when he/she is going to fulfill her dream. Instead of feeling sad, you should give him/her the best wishes so that he/she can go happily.

Today I went to send Glenn Boo off at Changi Airport Terminal 3. Looking at him cry while hugging his mum really made me ponder about what my dreams are. Have I accomplish them yet. I am happy that finally he is going to fulfill his dreams while I am sad cause another of my friend has gone to a far place where I can only see in a year. The moment is filled with a mixture of filling. Though I know that 1 year is a short period, however he has been in my life for the past many years already. The friendship bond between us also has some feelings embedded in it. Therefore it is normal for me to feel sad.

However I just want to say, "Good Luck bro in your studies and may your dreams fulfill and Stay Happy."

Another thing that struck me is when I have already noticed that something troubling her. But I didn't ask her till just now at 26th March 12am. How stupid am I not to ask her what is the thing that is troubling her. I could feel that the way she treat me is different but why didn't I ask her earlier, that really dumb of me. But I just hope you can share it with me and get over it soon. Hug. Miss Ya KH. Night.

Regards

Shinichi